Things keep getting more frustrating with work. And I still haven't had much luck with finding anything else. Partly, I think, because I have no idea what to even look for. I still have been considering just going back to school. But I still don't know if it would be worth the time and money. But I just need to do something. I've got to get out of here.

I keep looking at jobs in Denver and St. Louis and there seems to be so many more opportunities.

But. . .I am making friends here. I am feeling more settled and comfortable here. I hate the idea of making partial cross-country move again and having to start all over, again. I want to keep getting to know my NF.

Who knows.