I know life is like this but. . .it's really frustrating to go from feeling good and then over the course of the week go right back to feeling absolutely horrible.
It seems that it doesn't matter what I do I am just, overall, very discontent and unhappy.

I know I am still angry. And I know I still really haven't just been able to forgive myself. Or him. I'm trying.

I know I'll feel better eventually.

I hope. I'm just so tired. Of everything.

Oh my goodness, we're watching Ellen and she's on the phone with some old lady from Austin, Texas and the lady started a story with "I love Jesus but I drink a little." Ellen couldn't contain her laughter. It was hilarious. Ok at least I got to laugh today.