Saturday, May 24, 2008

Saturday mornings

I love Saturday mornings. I get to sleep as long as I want (this morning, it was 11:00 am), I make coffee, french toast or pancakes, and watch TV. When I had cable, I watched I Love Lucy. Now, it's episodes of Grey's Anatomy or Gilmore Girls on DVD. It's just this relaxing, wonderful "me" time. Sometimes, it's several episodes...today, it's only one because I need to do homework.

I have a wedding to go to tonight. I found an AMAZING dress. And get this, I found it at Sam's and it was less than $20. It's green & white and I look HOT in it, I won't lie. I also got a black one so now I have a great "little black dress."

My friend that is buying a house got the inspection done yesterday. She will know within the week if she will definitely get it. She is getting bids on a few things that need to be fixed; the owners may or may not negoiate the price. Until now, they haven't been too willing. Thankfully, she'll know for sure by the time I have to give my 30 days notice about leaving my apartment. I'm not thrilled with the idea of having to move again, but oh well.

I miss Zoe. I still walk into my apartment, half expecting her to come out from wherever she's been relaxing all day. I still expect her to be climbing up on me while I'm using my computer and when I'm going to bed.

I'm singing for the first time in the praise band at church tomorrow. Annual conference is coming up this week so I'll be at that. We're doing a celebration for the campaign. We've gone over our goal! It's exciting.

I should go do homework. The reading and workbook stuff for this CNA class is super easy. We talked about dementia last week; I found myself wanting a lot more info about it, like the parts of the brain that are affected, what happens to the neurons, research done, etc. I came home and got out my neuroscience book. Something about that tells me that it isn't too far-fetched that I'd want to do something like be a physician's assistant. I want to learn how to diagnose, treat, research new treatments, and research what is actually happening.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Good-bye Zoe

I was gone all weekend taking care of kids or I would've wrote about this later.



I took Zoe to the vet on Friday and got her tested for feline leukemia and FIV (it's not FID like I wrote before). Turns out she had FIV....so....I had to say good-bye.

It was so horrible seeing her so sick...she hadn't eaten, she was all wobbly when she stood up....she was in so much pain. But she still let me hold her and pet her. I gave her a big hug and kiss good-bye. And cried most of the way back to work.

I only had her for such a short time but I'm glad she had a good home for the last month and she didn't have to be in pain for too long. If she was still a stray, she would've had to go through the whole horrible process of her body shutting down. I'm glad she didn't have to.

I think maybe once I move, I may get another cat.

I do miss her already though.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Sick kitty

My kitty, Zoe, is sick.
She hasn't eaten anything since Saturday (I think). She has barely drank anything. She has been throwing up (but since she hasn't eaten, it's just stomach acid) and having bathroom issues (I'll spare you the details). I took her to the vet today and they gave her an anti-nausea and anti-diarrhea shot. I also got an antibiotic and a pill to give her. If she hasn't improved in a few days, then I'll have to take her back probably to get a feline leukemia/FID (like AIDS) test and blood work.
If she still doesn't get better. . .then I may have to say goodbye to Zoe.

I'm praying so hard that she gets better. I've only had her a month and a half! It would be horrible to lose her now....

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Zoe

I wrote this yesterday while at work but couldn't post it:

I am sitting at work and the boredom has reached epic proportions. I am sure there are many people who would love to have nothing to do at work but not me. I hate it. I get anxious. I can't stand sitting still but I feel like I have no choice but to stay at my desk. It give me too much time to think.

I have been sitting here thinking about Jason. Then I get frustrated that I'm sitting here thinking about Jason.

Then I think about Val's beautiful little girl who is 1 today! Yay Happy Birthday! But then I think that I'm a horrible friend because I did not get her a gift. I haven't finished knitting the cute little blanket that was supposed to be for her birthday. But maybe it'll be done by the time I go visit! I am visiting this summer, I am determined!!!!

Then I think about how pretty soon Kyle & Sarah will have a wee little one of their own and I am no where close to starting the little knitted blanket for their little one. And knowing me and my present shipping disability it will be months before I send them a baby gift. (sorry guys...like you're really concerned...you have more important things to think about;-) ) But I'm so excited to see pictures and hear about her!

I am not nearly as tired as I had been a few days ago. I feel tons better. Tonight is the start of the big annual River Festival and I'm going to the opening night parade. At some point I need to go get a funnel cake!!!
My CNA class starts next Tuesday night; I will learn how to do vitals, give old-wrinkly people a bath, and clean up their poop. Woohoo. . . actually I'm looking forward to it. I know that it's a step I have to take to get where I want to be. And I like old people. I want to be a good caregiver. They deserve it. I remember when my grandmother was in a nursing home. I want to treat them all like they were my grandmother because I would want her to be treated with the utmost respect and care (of course my grandmother was very easy to deal with and I know that is not always the case but still).

Let's see. . .what else? Oh yes, my friend from work put in an offer on a house and it got accepted! The inspection isn't for two weeks so now she's just waiting to see what happens. If all goes well we'll be able to move in at the end of June! It's a really cute house with a big backyard and even a garden!!! I am still feeling pretty calm about not really knowing yet about where I'm going to live. My lease is up at the end of June and the rent is going up so I really can't afford to stay there. Having a roommate will be a big help!

I am completely taking charge of Bible study now. Eek! I'm sending out the e-mails, will talk to any people who might be interested in coming, and leading it. I've even had some "counseling" experience. A girl from Bible study broke up with her boyfriend and apparently I'm the "go-to" person when it comes to that stuff. :-) Actually it was really cool. . .I felt like I could actually help. And actually believe the stuff I was saying.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

braindead

The last two days have left me feeling tired, slow, and downright. . .well. . .down. I left work early today, came home and slept for over two hours. I've been grumpy and keep making stupid mistakes at work. I have felt like I'm in just a daze and can't do anything right.
I have no idea why. It sucks. I am continuing to feel a bit braindead right now. I've been watching America's Next Top Model (the super-annoying girl finally got booted!) and now American Idol. Really just because I heard Maroon 5 is supposed to be on.

I am supposed to start my CNA class next week. I was expecting to get a bill or something but haven't yet so now I have to call the school and make sure everything is ok.

Unfortunately when I get in these braindead moods, I manage to just think about all the stuff (and people. . .well person really) I don't want to think about. I keep mainly thinking about the bad stuff and then it starts being a little frustrating. I hate feeling like I wasted so much time on him. But at the same time, I miss having someone to talk to. Well, I miss having a guy to talk to, even if at times, he wasn't so great at it. Oh well. I think I am just more upset about the fact that it was another deadend relationship rather than being upset about Jason himself.

Oh btw, Maroon 5 was on and absolutely wonderful. Adam Levine. . .oh my. . . .he's just. . .yeah. . .

Monday, May 05, 2008

Jodieology

Found this on myspace...I'm bored waiting to go to Bible study.


Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology."

MOUTHOLOGY

Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. French


Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. Chipolte

Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. Anything Mexican (Abuelo's is GREAT)

Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. 20%


Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
A. Pizza or tacos


Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Several kinds of cheese. Or just mozzerella

Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A: Cinnamon and Sugar

TECHNOLOGY

Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Sex and the City movie wallpaper

Q. How many televisions are in your house/apartment?
A. 1

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. left

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Just teeth

Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A. Probably now

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. mattresses

Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A: yes

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. no...unless it was just a peck. I'd need more money for that!!

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A. probably not unless I really needed the money


Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. yeah

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A: depends on how much would show

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: nothing


Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: I liked it the first time


Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: both.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: stand

Q: Could you live with roommates?
A: yup and will be again soon probably

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: at least 5 or 6


Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. not since when I rear-ended someone

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. Happy


LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to on the phone?
A: Mom

Q:Last person who called you?
A. hmm good question.

Q: Person you hugged?
A: mom, grandma, grandpa, and Aunt Diane

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number(s)?
A: 8

Q: Season?
A: Spring

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: family


Q: Mood?
A: excited

Q: Listening to?
A: Will & Grace

Q: Watching?
A: Will & Grace

Q: Worrying about?
A: whether or not its going to rain

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: bathroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: right now play volleyball...in the future...too many things!

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Made of Honor

Q: Do you smile often?
A: I try to


Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Most of the time