I think I have a wonderful art of bringing up something that makes it a lot worse than it really is. When I finally talked to BF I felt better about everything and think I just really confused him.
As corny as I still think it sounds, I know some of the reason I wasn't feeling good about anything in my life is my wonderful ability to stop trusting God. Ok maybe it's not that corny but it is sometimes still hard for me to admit that, yes, it makes a difference in my life. And when I do just sit and make it a point to put my focus back on God, I feel better.

Anway, last night I sawt he 3rd Austin Powers. And I liked it. We also watched Casino Royale. I liked it too. BF loves James Bond. Which is definitely fine by me; I want to see some of the Sean Connery ones.

Oh and here's the big news: I'm meeting his parents today. We're going to a casino in Oklahoma. He said his parents never go but decided to give it a shot. And it's an Indian casino which means his sister can go (she's under 21). I've already met his grandparents and now it's on to his parents, sister, and neice. His neice is about 7 months old. So we'll see how that goes.

Ok I'm going to the pool now.