Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Hookey

I called in sick to work today. The combination of a toothache, headache, and no sleep made it very difficult to wake up this morning.

I need some peace. I'm looking to go ahead and move in the next few weeks here and I just need some peace about it. I'm having trouble with it.

I'm also having trouble with forgiveness. And it's making it impossible for me to just move on with my life. I guess a good place to start is admitting that I definitely have not forgiven those I need to forgive. It's not easy. I guess if it was, it wouldn't be such a big deal. But holding on to these things are not worth it. Being away from here, I think, will finally allow me to heal.

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